3dp5dt

Okay, today is 3 days past 5 day transfer. Implantation should have already taken place. I have been doing a lot of meditating and a lot of praying, to St. Gerard, the Saint of Motherhood, and to God, to bless me with a healthy pregnancy.

Today, I called in to work. I figured one more day of rest would do me good. So I woke up early to inject Heparin and then fell back asleep. I woke up late. The only weird things I noticed were that I bearly ate breakfast (one tortilla w/chorizo & beans & a glass of chocolate milk), lunch (1/2 grilled cheese sandwhich), and dinner (2 tacos). I got a serious case of heartburn after dinner so I had to take some MOM to alleviate it. It took a while, but it eventually worked. I meditated for about one hour from 12:00 noon until almost 1:00 pm. Afterwards I did feel some type of cramping, but it was more like pinching sensations in my lower abdomen. I am trying to stay positive, but it is hard after everything I've been through. I hate to think that any little symptom will mean that I am pregnant, but I deeply and truly want to believe that it does.

Tomorrow I return to work for a short week. I only work Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Before I know it, Monday will roll right around and I go for my beta. I am really excited but am trying to remain calm. DH keeps asking me if I'm pregnant and I tell him I don't know. DM calls every day to ask me if I'm feeling anything.