4dp5dt

I woke up last night because my bladder felt really full, to find that I had a little brown spotting. I didn't think much of it and since it was in the middle of the night, I basically forgot about it.

Later in the day, to my surprise, more brown spotting. I'm feeling a bit disheartened. I am only 4dp5dt and all I want to do is cry, but I know that it can be 1 of 3 things:
(1) implantation bleeding
(2) one embie implanted and the other didn't
(3) AF is on it's way

But I thought it was too early to have AF, so I searched the posts at my clinic and the RE said:

"The spotting and cramping are both probably not of significance. The former is probably the local irritant effect of suppositories and the latter...completely subjective.Geoff Sher"

That made me feel a bit better, but I am so nervous and I am trying not to be. I felt I have done everything right, but I guess something could always go wrong. All I can do is continue to pray hopes that God will bless us with a little miracle.

I had an awful day at work. My students are so out of control and I feel stressed. I'm guessing it's also because I have missed several days and they were just having the time of their life.

Also, I forgot to mention, but later in the evening as I was on the computer, I felt a weird cramp around my belly button area. It was like several little cramps, but they lasted for about 40 seconds or so.