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Today, according to embryo development, fetal development continues and hCG continues to be secreted.

I feel pregnant, then I don't! I still feel that bloated feeling in my lower abdomen, but then I wonder if it's because I've been eating so much since we've been staying with my parents. Tomorrow it will be three weeks and I know I must have already gained like 10 pounds from all of this good eating!

Last night, I was sitting on the couch and tried to get up really fast and I got this awful cramp on my lower abdomen, but it was higher than the uterus. It almost knocked me down and then later I felt it again!

This moring, or rather afternoon, I went down to the floor to unbutton my 2 & 1/2 year olds shorts and when I came back up I felt as if I ran out of breath!

I think I am stressing too much over this! I want this so much but I don't have a good feeling! It feels nothing like the last time! I'm sad.....
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9:30 pm...drove to the gas station to get my dad a lotto ticket and I was feeling kind of lightheadedness. About 10:30 I and I sat down, I got this awful pain in my belly button and the hunger kicked in. I'm hungry and I just ate a lot earlier....3 tamales, 1 flour tortilla with beans and cheese, cup of coffee and 5 cookies! The pain didn't last more than 5-10 minutes and then it dissipated some until I would sit back down and put pressure on my stomach some! I guess I'm really obsessing now...I can't stand this wait! I have to keep thinking to myself: PREGNANT UNTIL PROVEN OTHERWISE or as we, infertile women know it as, PUPO!